Writing Is Just A Gift

Writing Is Just A Gift

Monday, January 2, 2012

Nobody's Perfect by Jessi J

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no (x18) nobody's perfect 

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would've crossed that line
I should of kept it between us but jessie went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jessie-j-lyrics/nobody_s-perfect-lyrics.html ]
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken so don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect

I'm not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you.

I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,

And I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around and I'm the one that's hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect. yeah yeah
Don't tell me, don't tell me
No,no
You cant forgive
No
Because nobody's perfect

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Inspirasi Baru

Dah lama tak update blog sebab tadew Internet line...
hehheeee...
anyway aku just na report serba sedikit life aku lepas abes semester 5 ni...
almost 3 minggu aku just melepak kt rumah n sambil2 berkarya...
banyak ilham...idea n plot cerita yang aku dapat...
alhumdulillah sekarang semua berjalan lancar...
by the way..
ada seorang rakan seperjuangan aku ni...dikenali sebagai LILI MAZLINI telah encouraged aku supaya buat cerpen yang aku sebenarnya tak berapa suka nak buat sebab jln cerita yang terhad & aku tak boleh na meleweh sangat..hahahhaaa
Thankz to her coz finally aku da siapkan 3 cerpen dlm masa hmm....ta sampai 3 hari...
now im still working on my second novel and another short stories...
karya2 aku semua aku da separated kn kat dlm blog aku as Page at DARI JEMARI...
so jgn crik kt post ni...
memang takkan jumpe...huuuu
Anyway...
wish me best of luck...
n I wish you (my readers) enjoy reading...
(^^)v

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Being Loser...Again

Sekali lagi aku kecewa...
Terlalu sakit jantung aku nak terima hakikat ni...
Terlalu berat aku rasa...
Terlalu sedih...

Disebabkan kebodohan aku...
Kesilapan aku...
Kata-kata aku...
Tindakan aku...

Apa yang aku cari-cari selama ni dah terlepas...
Meninggalkan hati aku...
Walaupun dia takkan jauh..
tp keputusannya seperti sudah muktamad bagi aku...

Walaupun berkali-kali aku kata...
Aku takkan jatuh cinta lagi...
Tp kali ni, tanpa sempat mengatakan tiga perkataan keramat tu...
Aku jatuh lagi...

Aku sayangkn dia tp aku tak sempat bercinta dgn dia...
Aku ta sempat merasa perasaan keluar bersama...
Hanya disebabkan kegugupan aku pada pertemuan pertama..
Silap...silap...dan silap lagi...

Sekarang aku tataw na luahkan kekecewaan aku macam mana...
Puas sudah aku update status di Facebook tapi...
Apa yg terpendam dalam hati aku ni...
Tak mampu terluah juga dlm blog ni...

Dialah harapan aku untuk membimbing aku...
Banyak sudah angan-angan aku bina...
Hanya dia...
Doaku tak pernah putus memohon...

Kata-kata nasihat seperti sudah lali ditelingaku...
Aku betul-betul diambang kekecewaan...
Walaupun aku cuba untuk mengukir senyuman...
Namun hati yang dah terluka ni...
Tetap berparut berdarah...

Friday, November 11, 2011

Takut Dengan Kenyataan


Sakitnya bila perkara yg kita pernah lakukan pd org lain dulu kini terpalit pd diri sendiri...
Peritnya menerima kenyataan padahal mulut ini pernah mengatakan 
"Susah sgt ke nak terima kenyataan?"
"Lupakanlah apa yg pernah terjadi"

Kadang-kadang apa yg kita katakan sekadar di mulut tnpa memikirkannya terlebih dahulu...
B0ngkaknya manusia bila dapat merasa SEDIKIT kebahagian mula merasa riak dgn kegembiraan itu...
Habis dicanang dicerita pd yg lain...

Ttpi apabila kesedihan melanda diri...
Perasaan seakaan hancur berderai bagai ombak pecah terhempas batu...
Kekesalan mula timbul menguasai diri...
Mengutuk keterlanjuran diri...
Menyalahi hati...

Airmata mula terasa murah kembali walaupun pernah bernekad...
Inilah airmata terakhir...
Kini baru sedari betapa susahnya menerima kenyataan...
Betapa degilnya hati...
Kerasnya perasaan...
Akhirnya, terduduk tanpa kata...

Hanya satu yg masih mampu waras difikiran...
Pesanan berharga dr penggerak bangsa...
"Putus cinta itu biasa, normal things in life"
"But failed in education & knowledge, that's shocking because you are a good student"

Sesungguhnya...
Pengalaman mendewasan fikiran...
Tersilap langkah tidak bermakna tersilap selamanya...
Jalan benar masih ada, hanya kita mahu atau tidak melaluinya...